Sometimes, all these bullshits in life, making me Stronger. Allah is testing me.

Posted Tuesday, May 22

life been okay. nothing much, though. yes, met Mu'min recently. Because lame tak nampak dier kan. lepak at his house, with the family. and then Sunday he invite me to his brother's friend wedding. that was Mu'min very first time saw me in makeup and also in Kurung. I post these photos, that doesnt mean that we are couple seh. seriously -.- stop asking me and him la. we just friends. sch, nothing much. im like just back off from him. not so close like before. too many stories i heard about him. k skip, im sick. just today. and thanks to Ridzwan and Bellerina for accompanying me to doctor. sch ends today around 5 plus, but then when lunch time, i went home. seriously i cant feel my body and all. haizz. what else? er, oh yeah. tomorrow karaoke with ite mates. off to sleep. need more rest.

Posted Saturday, May 19

my life now, totally stable. and alhamdulilah for that. been working after sch sometimes, and seriously im fucking tired. and finally im off today. sch been okay. this whole week been skipping class and go stadium support Shankar's run la, soccer la. yeah, now there's people hate to see me with Ridzwan. they like seriously nothing to do?! work, nothing much to say. family, too. So, next week me and Wawa gonna practice for the Italent ITE thing. i know that i  cant sing on the stage, they called it stage fright but carik experience ah rase the feeling kan. we have planned to go karaoke one day of this week. maybe monday or thurs. and Haikal will be there too.  pasar malam here opening soon, i cant wait. long post for today :D

Hey dude, I miss you :")









 okay, this was taken yesterday night. yes, went to Bugis with Ridzwan, Ivyn and Shankar. Shankar actually need to go prayers as he already won champions for the school inter ape entah. but then, Ivyn and Ridzwan managed to saiko him join us. haha. yes, i watched Avengers again :D haha. the three boys quite cute actually. laugh out loud and all. haha. after the movie, we walk walk around bugis and Shankar was hungry when we actually eaten. so makan, then smoke kejap then home. after that, something wrong with Ridzwan, slack with him for awhile then home. indeed im close with Shankar. in sch, we put our arms around each other, we makan, he feed me i feed him. and all already start talking about us, while we just pretend we didnt heard anything. and Ridzwan asked me " why not you two give it a try " how random can Ridzwan be? nah, we just friends and we acted like a couple. besides, i never stead with a guy 6 years older then me before. hahaha. k cut the crip.







12 May 2012 was the best bbq ever TILL THEY OPEN BOTTLE. grr. alhamdulilah, the bbq plan smoothly goes. yup, you saw the photos up there? they are the only one who turn up. yang lain, anti-social. what to do, life. ended around 10 plus. then three of them drunk, i sent one of them home. i mean, they also help me out. thanks to them. and yes, i would like to say good luck to mark as he studying univercity now. will be back in singapore around September. i miss him already. hais. nvm, pass ur exams with flying colours! thank god that we made bbq could atleast meet mark for the last time. it was a awesome bbq after so long we have not meet since the graduation. then ape lagi, aku dengan keerah story telling ah der.  more pictures are in fb.

Posted Saturday, May 12

hi everybody. sch been okay saje. but i didnt said i enjoying my ite life. you know why? cos, first thing first i dont interested at all in my course. do all those pipe, get our hand smell besi. second thing, teachers always come late or didnt come at all. Specially for my LLA. so far, LLA was my favourite. but teacher selalu tak dtg. kanasai betul. hais. the pic above, it's Shankar. the one been very helpful towards me, Jasmine and Wawa. even he has finished his ns, otak dier masih ade low sikit. part tu, best. There's three more of my indian friends, but i only took pic with him. haha. kirekan dier paling sachok antare empat ini :D and yes, he have been buying for me singapore cigg twice for free, as four days straight i smoke red with them, lame lame aku favourite lak isap merah. but then, not good. so sweet kan? mane nak carik orang beli kan korang rokok singapore? and we in sch acted as if we are couple. baby here, baby there, if one of us flirt abit, get jealous. haha! cute right? they making a plan to go USS during our June holiday, i mean the ones i usually walk with only. not the whole class. okay, will looking forward to. k wait, why i even tell you guys about this? ah, abeh korang tahu ade orang dengki dengan aku and Ridzwan? tak ke mcm bastard gitu? hahahais! O.o
life been okay also. been busy with sch and work. Man and me it's complicated between us. and yes, it's saturday. my 4A2 bbq. it's gonna be fun fun fun! Keerah going too, even Fadzly. baik! gonna be fun saturday for me! short post. bye.

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